I'm just not sure if I'm any
good at writing sex scenes
The thing is that it’s not really
about the sex and yet it’s everything
about it. Making the scene hot, heavy, atmospheric. Light and free. It’s all
about the right type of sex in the right places.
But then I’m not writing porn,
so it’s also got to have a lot more
in it than sex. It’s got to have emotions and suspense, even if it gets you
into their pants, there just has to be something in it. Something that makes
you hot along with a need to have someone love you—no , want you just as much.
I sat all this because it’s
what I hope it will be like to read
my book. And I think I suck at it!
[spliced because of context]
Yeah, yeah, you’ll hear me say
it a lot. I’m not the biggest fan of myself and I have heaps of problems with
the fact that I write with a young pen—which would work well, and I’ve never a
problem with me voice when writing a YA book, but I want to write a romance
and...
Mum says not to worry, but I’ve
said it before, and I’ll say it again, she a fan of my style of writing. She would
like nothing more than for me to write something she would enjoy reading—I’m
working on it, but as things happen I’m too morbid for that crap.
Still I’m hesitant and yet I’m
doing it. I have the stories, have the characters. I just don’t know about my
sex scenes
Now I’m not lacking the experience
of sex (well...maybe I am, if you need it all from verity) but that doesn’t—ha,
just thought. Wonder if you could pass off cheating as research? I’m not game
to try. Hell, why bother, I love the man I’m with couldn’t really see myself sexing up someone else. But I wonder how many
people have used that as an excuse?
Okay, okay, so a little ramble
in the side tracked way, but hell, it’s me, ya may as well get us to it.
So I did what they said—went out,
with my fingers (sounds bad)—and got me a little bit of info about sex. You know,
learnt some things I can never be relearned
and some interesting shit but let’s not get into all the technical stuff, because
that’ what I learnt. I did it in 2 steps. 1st learnt the biological
facts about how everything worked, the cherry popping and all that crap.
2nd went did a porn
search—I’m not a virgin when it comes to porn, so it was a 30 sec look at
different styles and I had them. More so (and now you’re heading into how my
mind ticks) I’m the type of person that thinks about the sex of things (when it’s
pushed in my face). my fav, or most spoken about, is the whole Twilight Vampire
sex—like really, there made of stone, so there, what, hard all the time, and
like, they shouldn’t really be able to get off, not climax off. And what’s the
fun if you can’t spew your seeds, which hits of everything, is the point of the
whole experience—that and it’s fucking awesomely pleasurable. All of it is.
And my second one is about
(now I say this with only curiosity in my tone and eyes, for I don’t really
care, just can’t get it, can’t piece them together) obesely fat people fucking.
I can get a one smaller than the other, but not two over size people together.
So yeah, I have that horny type
of mind that thinks about positions and sex in a full form. I also learnt about
certain types of sex because 2 of my characters are heading that way.
Still I’m not sure if I can
write them, if I can put that tension, heat, lust. I don’t know if I can put the emotion in it. The need to be with that other person. I
don’t know if I can write it. Not
for fact that I can’t but that it
doesn’t translate on paper at all.
Well that’s it for now
Thanks for your time
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