sorry all, but I am having one
of those time—you know the ones that make you want to do nothing but sit on
your ass as you wake day after day swirl by? No? Well, maybe it's just me!
So, normally I would have at
least 3 books to review over the weekend--yeah, 2 in my min, but 3-4 is what I
hope to gain (I'm doing great in that). Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that
I don't seem to want to read anything and believe me, especially this weekend,
I have actually tried, which you can tell by the fact that I had 2 postings
yesterday. But I only actually read one of those books.
Last night I tried to read,
Claire de Lune by Christine Johnson, getting up to page 77 which, and this is a
semi, maybe, but probly not, spoiler, about the book—but it’s up to the part
where she’s learnt what she is, and I just couldn’t go on anymore. I didn’t
like the way the mum was acting about it, about teaching her daughter—basically
brushing everything off with a ‘I remember how scary it all was but I’m not
actually going to tell you anything until I believe your ready’—cause that’s
what she would have wanted her mother to do back then, not treat her like she could
actually take it, even with a slight panic attack.
Like really, if you learnt
that you are starting to turn into a werewolf, after you have spent most of
your time over the last couple of years fearing werewolves and thinking they do
nothing but kill people, that would make you want to be one, and be supper
happy that you were, right?
Anyway, it was that attitude
that got to me, that very adult way
of things. And I think it’s mostly because I’m in a little bit of a anti adults
faze at the moment, which kinda sucks, since I am one—even worse I’m a parent, and I’m...yeah!
I hate bulling from adult
towards kids at the moment. Most especially with teachers, and principles. With
systems in the school that help no one but the kids out there that don’t need
the fucking help and let all those parents that thing it’s the kids fault they
have a learn problem and no one else’s. Well now, they have an online tracking
system that they will be able to shove down there kids throats
I think this most stems from
the fact that I had—have?—a hung learn problem when I was in school and the
biggest thing that I remember from High school is the teacher always thinking
you don’t know what anything about yourself, and they bully you into situations
that make you uncomfortable and embarris you infront of your pears even when
you have repeated that you don’t want to be made a full of before they force
you into that situation....
Now, that’s bullying isn’t it?
I hate it. I really do, and so
this book sorta hit sour points in me at this moment and so it will most likely
be a while before I’m able to pick the thing back up again. Maybe mid next year
after I get over my son getting tested so that....yeah. Fucking Australian
school systems. I—yeah, fucktarts all of them. it helps no one but making us
into a different culture than we are.
Really people, America works
the way it does (which is, I have heard, where this system comes from and is
how the American government chooses to put money into which school. Like the
school that have the lower results—the school that need the fucking help, more
teacher, get shit all because they aren’t getting a good enough fucking score. That’s
great isn’t it? that’s the way we all want to run our school systems, not
change it to a time where woman and men have semi level footing (‘cause let’s
face it people, where not nearly there yet) and we all have a voice that isn’t
govern by one that needs respect just
because they have a little added age. Let’s get fucking real.
Okay, well, I’m going to stop
before I get myself in trouble before I
even start.
Really, it’s giving me an idea
for a book, which I think I might start working on, even if I have to print the
fucker by myself and hand it out in the back of vans at high schools after the
bell rings. I think someone needs to stand up to the 90% of teens out there
that deserve it. The others...well, I really hope your home life is fucked up,
since your attitude coming from nothing is pathetic and doesn’t help anyone,
not even yourself.
Later all, and sorry ‘bout the
rant.
Thanks for your time
No comments:
Post a Comment