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Excerpt from
Tentative Steps Forward
Ben and Shad from Ben’s Wolf Surprise
Please understand this is still in first draft, so there had been no
significant editing
Womp womp womp womp.
Holy shit.
Womp womp womp womp.
Ben held his breath, then
realised it probably wasn’t a good idea since he had a baby inside him. Living,
growing. Heartbeat. A heartbeat.
Ben’s chest hurt, heaved as he
looked at the machine where the sound was coming from.
Womp womp womp.
Muffled but in turn. Ben
wanted to believe the sound wasn’t coming from inside him, but at this point
there wasn’t any denying it.
Was he still denying this
pregnancy thing? Probably, it wasn’t like he’d ever thought he’d be pregnant.
But shit man, there was a heartbeat coming out of his belly.
A heartbeat.
Holy shit.
Shad took in a deep breath
next to him, sighing it out in a soft wistful breeze.
Ben lower lips wobbled, his
eyes became pools.
God he was a sappy bastard.
Huh. He was pregnant. With a
baby. His and Shad’s baby.
Heavy shit.
The lady took the microphone
off his stomach and Shad ran his hand against the pale skin, slowly. So slowly,
it felt like awe as he leant down and gave Ben a soft kiss on the lips.
“Can you believe it?”
“No.” Ben laughed against a
sob.
“So everything seems fine. You
and your baby are healthy.”
Ben took in a huge breath as
he sat himself up. He nodded as got up, because he didn’t know what to say. Not
sure what he was meant to say.
“Good.” Shad did that sigh
again, his hand ran up and down Ben’s back. He was comforting, made him not
want to curl up in the other man’s lap and just stay there until all of this
was over. But not, plenty more to do today, this week, the months to come.
The lady with the machines
messed around then, fixing everything up so she could trot back towards her
side of the lot, back towards the Cameron Pack house, leaving them alone in the
shell they were going to call home.
Home.
Ben’s eyes pricked up again as
he swallowed hard around a lump.
“And that’s it boys, I’ll be
back next month for the next scan.”
“Right,” Shad coughed. “So is
there anything we need to know. Anything we should be doing to make sure Ben
and the baby stay healthy?”
The lady chuckled lightly, Ben
was sure it was because she thought this side of Shad cute as all hell. She was
right, he was, but even though Ben couldn’t remember her name, he was sure Shad
had grown up with her, or she’d been around while Shad grew.
“You are both doing fine. And
whatever Ben’s needs he’s body will let you know. My guess is that he’ll want
meat. Lots of it.”
Shad nodded. Just a bobbing
head, a short sharp up and down as the lady chuckled again, swinging her bag
over her shoulder and headed out the door.
“Here, I’ll walk you out.”
Shad spoke as he got up and walking towards the door.
“Of course. And congrates
Ben,” She said, her head popping back into the room.
“Ah, thanks.” I think.
All alone, Ben lifted back up
his shirt. There wasn’t anyone there to see him.
He looked bloated. Okay that
wasn’t quite true. His stomach was distorted, larger than if he’d eaten too
much, smaller then what he’d expect a pregnant belly to look like. He could
however, if no one knew him get away with him just not going to the gym, maybe,
if people forgot to look at the rest of him and only focus on the belly.
It was….he wanted to say odd,
but that wasn’t it. Unless he thought about it or saw his stomach he could
basically go about his whole day pretending he wasn’t preggas.
Only he thought about it all
day. Every fucking minute, because, well for one he’d only just found out about
it a couple of hours ago—or was it a day? Time lapped and creased and fucked
off without so much as a goodbye.
Ben didn’t want this to be happening to him. His
life was interesting enough, he didn’t need something so unexpected thrown in
as well.
“You doing okay?” Shad asked
from the doorway, he was leaning against the frame looking like run over shit.
Ben shrugged which was when he
released he’d been running his hand against the bump.
“What are we going to name
it?”
Shad shrugged.
“Well what do you like?”
“Honestly never thought about
it before. Never thought I’d ever have a kid.”
Ben opened his mouth, he felt
a bubble of heat pushed at the back of his throat. He wanted to snap at the
arse but when he looked back up, and saw Shad’s eyes drop closed and realised
the door frame was doing more than just keeping him company.
“Yeah....” He heaved himself
up off the bed. “I need something to eat, and I’ve got heartburn. Fucking fun.”
Shad’s eyes popped large, he
got off the wall and came closer. Hovered around him while trying his best not
to. Ben saw it, that need to treat him like this was the first time he’d
walked, ever.
Ben smiled, liking the
feeling, it made him feel wanted, at least it did now. He’d like to think he
wasn’t the type of person who wanted a helping hand at everything. Hell, he
knew he wasn’t that type of person. But the pregnancy, and probably the fact
that he’d just been reunited to a person he’d been missing for nearly three
weeks. Added the fact that they didn’t really know each other. Well biblically
they did, but that never really impressed anyone, now did it?
“You’ve been getting that a
lot?”
“No, well I only when I drink
too much too fast.”
Shad nodded, his hand spraying
out over the small of his back, just fingertips resting hard against his
backbone.
Sparks spread out from that
point of contact. Ben shivered, his feet stopped walking forward and he all but
fell back against the man. He wanted full body contact. He wanted Shad contact.
Wanted to linger learn everything about the other man. Wanted to learn every
nook and cranny of the other man. Wanted to linger against his skin, soak in
his heat.
Shad chuckled that knowing
chuckle that had Ben’s balls roll in there sack. His cock grow heavy, hot.
Ben shifted in Shad’s arms,
tilted his head, allowing those talented lips better access to his neck.
He moaned, deep, pushing his
arse back as Shad’s hips shifted forward.
“You need to eat,” Shad
muttered against his neck, scrapping the skin with his teeth.
“And you need to sleep.” He
rocked himself back, demanding.
“So we’ll make this quick
then,” Shad said, a deep laugh evident in his voice, along with the same need
which ran through Ben’s vein’s. They needed the connection.
Ben was turned in Shad’s arms
so quickly his head tilted, but before he could get his bearings lips pressed
against his own.
Ben moaned, opening his mouth,
letting Shad have complete control.
Shad grabbed his up. Fingers
digging into the flesh of his arse, lifting him up, moving them towards the
bed.
It was something different,
something he’d not really thought Shad would do. He’d was waiting to be pushed
against the wall and taken fast. That is what Shad said this time was going to
be. The caring and the loving was an unexpected welcome.
The softness engulfed Ben as
he was settled against the twin size matrass.
Perfection lifted up above, a
shadow against his flesh, a knee between his thighs.
“You are beautiful,” he said,
a whisper against the rest of the world.
Ben smiled, he couldn’t help
himself the look in Shad’s eyes, the awe in his tone. He melted.
“Oh god, fuck me!”
Shad smiled one with teeth and
hunger that came with a hard cock heavy balls.
Ben’s heart beat double time.
His body flushed, tightened, his clothes became tight, constrictive. His hips
rolled, rubbing his cock against the zipped. His back arched as pleasure like
he’d not felt before ran against his nerves.
He needed this so badly.
“Please.”
Rough fingers pulled at his
pants, opening the button, unzipping the zipper. Then his thighs basked in the
relief of coolness.
Ben’s only hands took over.
His shirt went over his head, as his feet kicked, helping Shad take them off.
Finally Ben was naked, and he
palmed himself stroking, giving himself some needed attention as watched Shad
pull off his own clothes.
Gods above, he was hot. Mouth
wateringly hot. A man out of Ben’s reach that was kneeling between his thighs.
Before the last part of Shad’s
clothes could hit the floor they were on each other again. Ben wasn’t sure if
it was him sitting up or Shad coming to him, but now all there was, was hands
and mouths, tongues and fingers.
His body was rubbed on, loved
as he did the said to Shad, touching everything they could get their hands on.
He was so hot, his body
flushing with heat that the real world started to take up some of this
thoughts. He was cold. Cold everywhere that wasn’t touching Shad.
Ben pulled Shad closer,
wrapping his arms and legs around the other man. Making sure as much of him
touch Shad as he possible could while his mouth attacked.
“Gotta…”
Shad tried to pull away, but
Ben couldn’t allow that, he needed shad close. Closer. He needed Shad to stay
where he was more than he needed anything else.
This was the closeness he
craved, his as his balls begged for release.
Shad grunted, his hips pushing
down on Ben, a hot cock rubbed up against his crouch.
Perfect.
“Not quite,” Shad panted, his
hand pushing between their bodies. Fumbling for a few moments until he got both
cocks snugly in his hand. Or at least enough to be consider that.
The he moved, closing all gabs
that could possibly be without completely squishing him too much. Wanting
everything and still aware.
They moved, both needing a
little more than what the other could give. It felt good humping up against
Shad’s cock, against his hairy abdomen.
Hot liquid helped them both,
making them moan and move as they kissed in heated pants, connecting them
together as intimately as if they’d been full penetration. Hell his was better.
This is what they really needed. This was something different then what they’d
shared before. This was loving. Was intimate, was something you did with a
lover not a one-night-stand.
It was everything Ben’s mind
craved.
He gasped as Shad moved, his
thighs coming up under Ben’s legs, opening him up more, as a thick thigh pushed
up against his balls.
Ben panted, only needing….
“Fuck yeah!” Shad’s teeth
scrapped against his throat, before teeth plunged in.
Ben’s eyes went wide, light
spilling against them, but he didn’t see anything as his body was flooded with
pleasure. So much pleasure his mind rolled over and he went night night.
(Second Pack of Cameron #1)
Published 1st September 2015
via eXtasy books
13,169 words ǀ heat 4
Paranormal M-Preg Romance
There’s something unsettling
in having to tell a one-night stand that you’re pregnant with his child. When
you yourself are a man, it gets…let’s call it complicated.
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