Thursday 22 September 2011

should be writing


Like always I'm sitting here surfing the web (ha, that's actually like the first time I've said that, hilarious) instead of finishing my book, it's not that big...

Yeah, yeah, I say that more times than I actually do anything and considering I won’t to finish it. I need to I haven't. the worst of it is that I haven't because I'm lazy rather than the fact that I have - let say - read to many books this month, really I haven't, only ten so far and that's usual, what's not is the fact that I have only written 17 pages throughout all the books I've written, ha, 8 of them where from this book, but still I don't feel as if I have actually done anything this month, and that I believe is because I should have finished the book by now, instead I have found more things than not to occupy my brain with. like...

I fixed up my books shelves...
young adult shelf
adult shelf

Yeah, mostly I'm that weird, also there's the fact that I have like, ten books to try and put into those three shelves, so...yeah, I'm weird and things have to be just. mostly, the books I love, sometimes are in the top shelf, 'cause, yeah, the ones I still read, a lot are in the next and the ones I just can't seem to get myself to let go off are next, when new ones come, everything is shifted and the books that are booted off are the ones I give away. If they are YA, they go to two teens I know, if there adults the library, 'cause I don't want to waste them. I hated people that put out boxes and boxes of books to be sent to the tip when they could be nice and give them to someone that can reuse them. I always use the library, which is good, cause I've been in there are we don't have that great a choose. But there are other places that they can go, used books shops, and are the only things I can think of at the moment. sorry.


I also went looking at pic's... vampires mostly 'cause why not, I went to photo gallery and had a look around. yeah, I'm supper at the whole procrastination thing, and now I'm going to make myself get off this and spend the rest of the day yelling at my kids (not really) when they ask ever two minutes for me to get up and get them something to eat/drink, 'cause I'm doing something and they don't like to ask when I'm not. it's annoying and it happens all the time. it's also hard when your minds in a way that you've put it in so you can write something and they ask you, and you sorta snap, but it's not because of them, or what they want, or need, it's because you're in too deep into the mind set it's hard to just snap out of. but mostly my annoyedness comes from the fact that they always ask when I'm actively typing (again, this isn't something I'm always doing, my typing comes in boosts of fast, and then nothing, and then fast) and they want it then, not two minutes ago when I was sitting there doing nothing.

anyway, next we chat I'm going to be telling you I've finished my books, or what it is so far, and yeah, the things that needs doing--really just the information that comes from it.