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Raised in Hell
These are parts of
stories that are still being written. And therefore haven’t had a BETA read,
let alone a editing from me.
Like always I’m sick. Again. On another public holiday.
Yeah, my luck is spectacular, I know. Just as I was starting to perk up
mentally, my body fucks out. But it’s just a head cold, and to much chocolate may
actually help.
But at least I’m wanting and enjoying books again. And my need to write
something has doubled.
But you don’t give a shit ‘bout all this. So here’s what I’m giving you
today!!!
Okay, so… this is a het story that I started writing a while back, and
well, I thought I’d give you want to started with, if you like it, and want
more….well, ask and I’ll finish it.
So, I wrote this…hell, I can’t remember, 2010, 2011 maybe.
So, sorry… but if you want me to finish I will fix it up, and finish it
for you.
Raised in Hell
Lexei
It’s always the males
that get the good jobs, Lexei pouts as she sits back down folding her long arms
over her chest. It was so unfair, they couldn’t even do half the things Lexei
could, being that she was a mixed demon, born into the underworld when a
succubus decided she wanted to try out a demon. She picked one of Spite’s and
not realising she could fall pregnant because they were of the same. Yeah,
demons aren’t the smartest of creatures; it’s a reason they still live on these
plans, and why they will never get out of it.
It was something, her being born, that made
her different from the rest. Not only was she something created of lust and
spite, but she was also herself, that what herself was something to be
determined; no one would let her out to find out. Bastards. But then they were
demons, High Lords (angles that lost with Lucifer) and Low Council (the demons
that decide who can do what).
Lexei should have been happy that no one
noticed her, but huge parts of her wanted it. Needed to get out of the
nothingness of hell. She longed to get pushed further into the pits, where the
screams wail and spirits plead for forgiveness, for redemption, something
that’s not going to happen, when you get thrown in hell, there isn’t anything
you can do. No one is released, and no one is reborn.
Or even more so Lexei would love to get a look
inside the chamber of the stolen—not that anyone said they are real. You aren’t
meant to be able to steal souls, but it happens. Lope holes pop up everywhere.
Both in the people that are stolen, and the time they were taken. Lexei had
heard that they were living in the chambers the High council meets in. so it’s
a no go for anyone, and a bit of gossip that has spread they the rough grounds
of hell faster than the plague would spread threw a group of mortals.
It was a glee in the eyes of those who spread
lies, more so because it wasn’t so much one. Information that if true would
cause trouble from the Above and if not makes us have something to mull over,
to want to know. Lies are the things that spread and spread and cause all so
much beautiful trouble.
The High Lord read a list of names off with
where they had to be. Glee filled the smiles of all around them. There assigned
spots for the next thousand year. And when it was done, the tall blonde babe of
a High Lord walked off without a word. It wasn’t as if Demon’s were known for
their politeness, the Truly Fallen were sour and filled with hatred and
loathing looking down upon everyone as if they weren’t even worthy to be
stepped upon.
“I guess that’s it,” Lexei muttered to herself
as she turns away. Another thousand years of nothing, because if she got no
work in the pits, she would never get out onto the human world, and it’s
somewhere she would love to visit. She wasn’t really sure why, Hell wasn’t all
that bad a place to live, but she wanted... more, and it was a want she keep so
close to her heart that no one could see it.
Wishes like that got taken and used until a
demon had nothing left in them to hope for. Anything, wishes, dream, was a way
to punish and more so, if a demon had a wish, a dream, they weren’t considered
demon enough and had to put into the gurgling punishment cycle which starts
with the demon being shown how to punish other, only the trainer generally show the trainee how to do it on its own
skin. And more time than not, it would take a thousand years or more before
that demon would get to hold the wipe, or even tie a belt.
The plans of hell were all rock bottomed,
smooth, though rough, hard terrain. It’s heated absents of nothingness could
pull at a spirit until it was beginning for release, but Lexei loved it. No
matter what, the plans were her home, she had known nothing more, and though
she wished for more, she was content with what she had.
The outer skirts of the plans held houses,
little box that a demon could live in. there wasn’t anything that really called
the hole home, so they would have to fight for the space come every turning
moon, when rest swept down on a demon and all they wanted to do was hide in a
hole and sleep. There was no sleeping anywhere. That resulted in getting eaten
or ripped apart. Some demon’s need more sleep than others.
Around the poles of the nothing level of the
housing blocks, Lexei called them, for that’s what they really where, towers
and towers of concrete blocks piled onto of each other, each a place one could
sleep. Lexei had managed to keep hers for longer than anyone else. Demon’s
where scared of her, even if no one else saw it.
A hump sounded as air was pushed out of two
sets of lungs. Lexei seemed to have run into someone. The smell of flowers
and...perfection? filled her lungs on
her next breath and she took it in, letting it coat her insides without
realising she was doing it. She seemed to be savouring the smell.
“What do you think you’re doing?” Lexei spat
out as she straightened up. No one was going to let someone blindside her or
touch her and get away without a beating.
“Walking,” said a voice so smooth it could
never come from here. It was so foreran in her ears, like his smell, that
everything inside her stopped. This was no good. She really didn’t want this to
be a good sign, but nothing in her was ready for what she was about to look at.
And she knew it. But she couldn’t stop herself.
Sky blue eyes locked hers into a start that
was as quite as nothing she had ever heard before. Even though there was never
any noise in the plans, there was always noise, like a whitewash, it was there,
if only you listened to it. And more so it was peaceful. This quite came from
two sets of eyes looking at something they never expected to see. And they were
not likening the experience—at least that’s what they were telling themselves.
“You’re an angel,” Lexei accused the man, for
clearly that’s what he was. Broad across the shoulders, his black shirt hugged
a chest and stomach that she was sure could wash cloths on. His legs were
strong, powerful under their tight material. His hands held a bow, cocked but
pointing at the ground. Fingers so noble they would have no problem killing her
in a heartbeat.
Lexei’s heart pounded in her throat, she had
never seen anything like him. And his body was nothing like his face, it was
strong, a warrior, his face angelic, smooth with lips that fit perfectly in a
face that was handsome and made this demon weak at the knees. But then she was
a demon born of lust, it’s a feeling she should know. But before this man she
had never.
“Well spotted, demon,” he spat looking around
the plans, letting his powers feel the areas around the pillars. Lexei had a
feeling it was more so that he wouldn’t be looking at her.
“Why are you here? You’re not one of the Truly
Fallen, you have too much power for that?” she spits out, without realising
that she was confused about this than she ort to be.
“I’m here to collect,” he said, and then
scrolled, like he hadn’t meant to inform her of anything.
“What? A soul?”
“Yes,” he snaps, looking back at her, letting
his eyes flicker across her demon features.
“And why would you do that? You’re not pure
enough to be a collector,” she heard herself saying, not really knowing where
the words are coming from.
“I’m one of the Fallen,” he said with a sigh,
than he drops his hand off the bow, holding both bow and arrow with one hand,
the other came up and rubbed at his dark hair. Lexei watched the move of his
muscles as he did it, noting the strength in the quick flexes. “I use to be a
Collector, until I fell. I’m here because it’s the last chance I have at
getting back.”
Lexei nodded. “So you know where you have to
get it back from?” she asks out of curiosity.
The male sighs deeply, “Not really, I’ve been
down here. But I was told by....” his eyes flicker around, Lexei noted a
stiffness in his shoulders, he mustn’t want anyone to know who sent him. But it
has to be an archangel, doesn’t it? Who else would be able to give him such a
reward? “...the soul I’m looking for was stolen and I have to get it back.”
Lexei chocks on that, a sound came out of her
mouth that wasn’t at all pleasant and filled with laughter than came from
foolishness.
“What?” he asked, his tone tuning sharp.
“There are no stolen souls here, Demons can’t
do that,” Lexei laughed at him, even though she was thinking of those souls
moment again herself.
He cross that free arm over his chest, “there
is too, can’t you feel them.” like he was talking to a fellow Angel.
“Ah, no, I’m a demon, all I feel is the
damned, and you, apparently.” ‘Cause she could feel him, deep down inside,
where her lust had been left dormant for so long.
“Right,” he nods, like he just remembered that
himself, “well, I feel the good, even though Above doesn’t seem to think I do.”
“And what can you feel?” I ask, curiosity
spiking back up again.
“Soul that shouldn’t be,” he said with a
shiver, “and... well,” he clears he throat, right before his eyes snap right
back up to Lexei’s. “I need to go.”
She shook her head, “I wouldn’t if I were you.
This place is crawling. You should wait for the turn of the moon.”
“And when’s that?” he snaps.
“Um...” She looked back at the nothingness
that was the plans sky, “a leap or two. Can’t you feel it,” she shivers, “the
pull to sleep?”
He frowns, “maybe, a little. How am I meant to
walk along the plans if all I want to do is sleep?”
Lexei smiled, “you prepare.” And she walked
off. He could choose what he wanted to do. Follow her and she would help. She
didn’t know why she would, and it pissed her off a little to feel this pull to
help him. But it was there and so in demon fashion she walked away from it.
She heard a large sigh, and then he was behind
her, “How do I prepare?”
“Is that you asking for my help?” she teased,
liking the feel of the smile on her lips as she looked over her shoulder at
him.
“I guess,” he didn’t sound happy about it. And
that was more than fine with Lexei she didn’t need him to like it, actually
that would make this experience a whole lot better. She did however need to
help him. That pull became strong and stronger the longer she looked at him.
“it would be a pleasure to help you,” she
purred as she lead him up the steps to the seventh floor and right down the
hall before pushing at her door and letting him into her private space. No one
had ever been in her space before, at least no one she invited it. There had
been time that the demons around had thought her easy prey, but she soon proved
them wrong.
Alexander
Sitting
in a demon’s holding wasn’t something Alexander ever wanted to do, but for some reason he found himself enjoying
sitting on a hard floor that held nothing more than a few scraps of material
and a bag dumped in a way that made Alex think that this was the demon’s bed.
“What’s your name?” she asked, her voice
flowed threw him like water, soft and dull it had an edge of seduction to it.
Alex had though she must be a succubus from the moment he saw her. She had more
of a human body to her, though she was clearly demon.
Her curves were something soft rounded, made a
man think of holding on to those hips while rocking. Her breasts were large;
they would overflow in his hands, just slightly, something supple enough to
play with while sucking. Her waist was
thin, tightened muscles that she was in shape.
Her skin was purple, something that was more
blue than anything and reminded Alex a little of a dead mortal. But she was
clearly alive. Her nakedness didn’t help any, but it wasn’t like demon’s new
anything about modesty.
It was more the thoughts that had been flowing
through his mind from the moment he saw her that made him think of her with
lust. He had almost forgotten that she was a demon with nothing more than a
blink. It wasn’t as if it were her personality that pulled him to think that.
He hadn’t known her all that long.
He wanted to though, which was the reason he
sat here on what must be her bed and watched as she clattered away at the side
of the room, seeming to be collecting supplies, as if she was to come with him.
He lightened slightly as he scowled at
himself, he really didn’t need this. A fallen angel had only one chance to get
back into the winds of the Above, and that chance for Alex was now. He must
find this soul, freeing him from these depths as well as two other good deeds
to be welcome. He also had to practice chastity for his fallen desire was lust,
for him to be accepted. Alex thought it would be easy in all ways, what
self-respecting angel would lust after a demon?
Apparently
me, he sighed.
Though the demon in question was a nice of
sorts and a test greater than any he had ever had to take, therefore, they
would take him back instantly if he could withstand her beauty.
“Angel?” she asked her voice a little sharp.
Still it stilled everything inside him, making it all flush with a heat hotter
than he had ever known before.
Alex blinked as he looked up at her. His eyes
followed the line of her body, taking in everything before he got to her face,
which was simply the most beautiful face he had seen in all his years. What the
hell was wrong with him, really, a demon? Beautiful?
“Yes?” his eyebrows where high. He honestly
couldn’t be sure if she had spoken or not.
“Your name?” she snapped, but Alex saw a
softness to her face that made his stomach tighten.
“Alexander,” he spoke without a thought.
Her smile was more a welcome than he had ever
thought it’d be. “Figures that be it. You are a warrior after all.”
Was he? He sure wanted to be one now. And how
paratactic is that.
“I’m Lexei, since you don’t seem to be
bothering askin’.”
Alex felt his lips curled, “wasn’t like you
gave me any time.”
“Sure I did, the pause was eternal.” She bit
back, but the light in her eyes said something altogether different.
Did she
like bickering? If so, he was more screwed than he thought.
“If you mean ‘not quite enough time to take in
a breath’ as eternity, than your
right and I apologise.”
“You’re a little too smart mouthed to be an
angel,” she smiled a smile that would get the pope of his knees and out of his
robes.
“There’s a reason I fell,” he replied.
“Doubt it was because you wanted to be a
smartass.”
“True,” he sighed and sunk a little into his
skin. He wasn’t all that sure why he felt the way he did. It hadn’t bothered
him in centuries, upon centuries, that he had fallen. Than out of nowhere he
wanted more. A life that he would never get in his fallen statues. And so here
he sat waiting to be told what he needed to do to get him back into the Above.
There was silence in the room as Lexei—just
thinking her name made him turn a little soft in the brain, he wasn’t sure he
could take saying it. Hell, he was not going to make this trip—sat down
opposite him in the floor, letting her long legs cross over each other, showing
him everything that got a man’s mouth-watering. She was—
He cleared his throat to get rid of the
thoughts, images—the need to jump across the space and devour her. He looked
away, he couldn’t look without tasting, feeling and he wasn’t allowed to so...no
looking.
“What are you doing?” he asked his voice a
little deeper from the built up lust inside him. He couldn’t help his peripheral
vision picking up her movement and then when he noticed her putting things into
a pot curiosity got the better of him. Would it always?
“Preparing,” her smile was secretive. “So...
why’d you fall?”
“Lust,” he muttered, “isn’t it always.”
She shrugged her slender shoulders, making his
eyes go there; making him wonder what part of her would be the tenderness. The
spot that would get her soft in his arms from just a light brush.
“In general or for someone specific?” she
asked and there was a note in her voice that made his mind blink, was it anger?
He swallowed not really wanting to tell her, but
the words come out nonetheless. “Specific.”
“Oh,” she said, than everything inside her
changed, he felt it as if everything around them shifted, “what was it like?”
“Loving someone?”
“No,” she looked at him, her eyes made his
chest tighten, “well yes, but what’s it like to fornicate?”
He nearly chocked, “you haven’t had sex?”
She shook her head, though her face just held
open curiosity, she wanted to know and wasn’t the least bit embarrassed at
finding out the answer.
Alex cleared his throat, for as much as to
think of an answer, as to the fact that she was a virgin. A virgin demon. Who
had all the signs of being a succubus, it didn’t make any scene, unless she was
lying to him. But why?
“Well,” he began when her open curiosity got
him thinking she was telling the truth. “It’s an amazing experience. Like
nothing you could ever imagine, and much better with someone that matters, or
that you find attractive than some random off the street.” He wasn’t sure why
he told her that last part. Couldn’t find it in him at all to understand any of
it. But the words came out and as she nodded and took his words in he couldn’t
find himself regretting it.
“My mum thinks there’s something wrong with
me, because I’ve never laid with someone,” she spoke as if he were her
confident.
“And why’s—mum?”
“Yeah,” she nodded and looked into the bowl,
picking it up and sniffing before putting some more green power into it. “I was
born, not created.”
“Really,” didn’t that bit of information make
him lighter, a born demon was like a mortal that lived forever, not even Alex
was born, no angels were, and normally no demon. “How is that possible?” he
couldn’t help but ask.
She shrugged, “apparently it isn’t every day
and demon lays with a demon. My mum is a succubus, and she found out the hard
way that real sex has consequences.”
“But...” he shook his head, letting the
information settle and unwind in his head, “but a created being can’t
reproduce,” because they can’t.
“I don’t know how it happened or why, my mum
hid and I was born but since my dad is a creator he just...lied, and so they
think I was created, they think me a succubus, and it’s why my mum hates me,
‘cause I don’t fuck.”
“What about your dad what’s he?”
“A Truly Fallen, it’s why he’s a creator,” she
said her eyes never once looking up at him.
“And what are you?” he whispered leaning
close, he actually found all this interesting, and all he wanted was to learn
more.
“I don’t know, they won’t let me do anything,
and you can’t find that stuff by sittin’ in the plans.”
“Unbelievable,” Alex muttered as he leant back
on his elbows, looking up at her cracked roof. “It’s just... I wonder why it
happened.”
“Who knows, maybe it was to help a smart mouth
angel make his way through hell without becoming a fixture.”
Alex laughs, “It’s a start and not like I
couldn’t use it.”
“Yes, ‘cause you walking around the way you
are, you’re going to get notice quickly.”
“Like what,” he looked down at himself.
“Clothed,” she said, only it sounded odd, not
her usual self—or what he was coming to except as her usual self. When his eyes
flashed to her face he noticed it was more a purple than the blue it had been
before.
“Are you blushing?” he asked without thought.
She looked away, a sign that she had been, her
face become purpler. “Yes,” she mutters, like she can’t lie to him.
A smile stretches across his face; Alex seems
to like the idea of her blushing while thinking of him naked. It was a good
thing and one that he was going to have to be careful with. He couldn’t touch
her. Not if he wanted back in the skies.
Lexei
Lexei
couldn’t get her eyes off the angel—Alexander—while he stood up and grab at the
bottom of his shirt. her eyes followed the movement of his stomach muscles as
his shirt lifted and his upper back bent back slightly as he pulled it over his
chest.
When he let his arms fall back to his sides,
she was still looking, caressing the rippling muscle span on his stomach up his
chest. His nipples were small, brown, pricked in a way that made her mouth
water. She wanted a taste. His collar bones were a sharp line that sat below
his neck.
Her eyes roamed, taking in every detail. Not
able to look away for any reason. She had never seen anything as beautiful as
this man.
When he reached for the buttons on his pants,
Lexei found herself standing, her eyes latched to the movement, her lips dry,
needing the quick moisture licks of her tongue.
“This isn’t going to work,” Alexander said his
voice a croak.
“What isn’t?” she asked, her eyes still stayed
on his fingers as they had paused in what he was doing. She wanted him to
finish, she wanted to see it all.
“Lexei,” he seemed to pant out, but it was
more of a cry of help than anything she wanted to hear from him. Odd. It really
shouldn’t have bothered her how she was getting what she wanted. She should be
just taking it. But no matter what she was meant to do, to be. She just didn’t
seem to like that tone in his voice. It made all that heat that had been rising
up inside her, wither slightly.
Their eyes clashed and her breath stopped on
the way out. His face was alight with want, a need running so deep that it was evident
in the clench of his jaw and the light sweat on his forehead and upper lip. His
eyes burnt into her as he looked down. Begging her to make him continue along,
with the need to make this stop. He didn’t want this? Didn’t want to feel this
about her?
She swallowed and it was so painful she felt
her eyes started to water from it.
“Oh, no, Lexei,” Alexander said, his voice
tight. “It’s not you. Really, it’s that...” his voice trailed off, Lexei got a
feeling that it was because he wasn’t liking the excuse. She wasn’t either.
“You don’t have to lie,” she spoke, her eyes
never leaving his no matter what. She was not going to be considered weak in
front of him. Not when she was going to be taking him into the Pits.
Alexander went to open his month but Lexei cut
him off, “If you’re not going to take them off,” she pointed at his pants,
“than we are going to have to dirty them, make them look like you have prudish
tendencies. Maybe been above for too long.”
“Does that happen often?” he asked his voice
sounded a little off, but Lexei didn’t seem to notice.
“Not really, most of us can’t wait to take
them off, but it’s known to happen,” she said as she started gathering up the
things that they would need. And to distract herself from the hotness that was
him, that mingled with disappointment that he didn’t want to be naked in front
of her.
“Have you been above?” he asked, like he
couldn’t stop himself.
She shook her head, “I haven’t even gotten
work yet, and without work there’s no way to be noticed to be pushed up, to be
rewarded.”
“The human world is a reward?”
“yes,” she sighed and looked at him, she wish
she hadn’t, he was still in the same spot, his fingers on his pant button, his
face moving from hot to cold, as if she was watching the inner workings of the
fight he was having with himself.
It made her feel better that he did want her.
But she still couldn’t understand why he stopped.
“Yes, you work and gets...um, points? that let
you move up the chain and when you reach a certain point—well, you are able to
visit topside.”
“What do you have to do to get these points?”
Lexei shrugged, “you know, torture, corrupt,
lie, cheat. It’s pretty simple, and mostly you just work your way through the
levels until your powerful enough to break the walls, or get summoned.”
“So you have to sin, to get power?”
“Basically,”
“So why haven’t they let you?” he asked as she
started heading back to him. There must have been something on her face because
he swallowed loud enough for her to hear him and then he croaked, “What are you
doing?”
“Going to rip at your pants a little,” she
paused, that little something in his voice stopping her dead. Was she scaring
him? “And I don’t know why they won’t let me, it’s not like I can ask.”
“Why not?”
She sighed, the man did like to talk, if only
he didn’t sound so interested, maybe then she wouldn’t feel this deep need to
answer him. “Because the decision comes from the creators, and since we are so
beneath them, they won’t ever consider talking to us. And even more so, what do
you think would happen if I did? Do you think they would go down nicely, that
they will listen, understand and then act on my problems?”
A small smile played at the corners of
Alexander’s lips, she liked it so much it nearly had her panting, “It doesn’t
sound like a demon thing to me.”
“See and they aren’t demon’s they are fallen
angels.” Her tone was slightly breathy, and she was having a little trouble
holding onto the conversation. Wasn’t sure at all how it started up.
His smile lit up his face, and yet it wasn’t
happy, just a laugh that wasn’t fully made, or deserved, “Yeah, I know us
Fallen aren’t all that helpful, or nice, and the Truly Fallen, well... they
were dicks to begin with.”
“Dicks?” she couldn’t help it, she laughed.
“Yeah, assholes, damned, you know, the
attitude that demons inherited,” Alex went on his smile getting wider and
wider.
Lexi tilted her head slightly, “Yes, I suppose
your right.” she went forward again. She had to make his pants not stand out
and as it were they screamed what they were. But for some reason whenever she
went near him, or even looked down at his pants, his body would tense up.
“Why won’t you let me touch you?” she asked
after a long pause where neither of them said anything. Her voice sounded
weird, a tone in it that she had never heard from herself before. Pouty maybe?
“Because I want to go home,” he replied.
~~~***~~~
A short story, inspired by Lisa Descrochers’ Personal Demon series (I have
read 1 & 2)
I did no real research—I haven’t gotten that far; and the stuff I had
was regarded loosely. And I’m sorry but this story was meant to be YA, though I’m
not real sure I did that will.
4,810 words
It’s meant to be about an Angel finding what he truly needed in life.
and a demon who could never truly do her job.
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