Tuesday 8 October 2013

Update, the Update

So I feel that the reason that That’s Different… #2 isn’t coming to me all that clear, though I have it plotted, I know what I want to write. I just can’t seem to get in the mood for it.

I’ve looked it up. Read about it, and still I can’t seem to want to write it out. I can’t seem to get into the mood for this to work. So I’m giving it up. or pushing it back. I feel that it’s to high up on the BDSM totem pole for me to start it with the second chapter, even if I wasn’t planning on strapping him down on it (there was going to be a later part: Strapped to Spanking Bench)

Still, something inside me is stopping this part. Yeah, I’m not enjoying watching it, mostly because it seems when you have it on porn sites—hell, a lot of blogs that I’ve visited (and most of the more interesting, or more informative, I’ve been able to find are on women being strapped to one), seem to focus mostly on the humiliation of being strapped down. On the fact that anyone could walk in. could watch and you don’t have a chose in the matter.

I understand that it’s true. That that is part of it, I’ve heard the way the men talk to the one strapped down, and I understand, on some level (that’s my own, I can’t tell you wants going on in their heads) that that’s what they are after being in that position, or why wouldn’t they allow themselves to be filmed that way.
And if haven’t had a chose, and it’s not something they want. Well that’s something completely different, and I’d rather not know that I’ve accentually just wanted spousal abuse.

Now, most of all this is so that I can get a little research into the lifestyle, because in some sense, I quite enjoy writing that type of scene more than I thought I would. Hell, I quite like reading it, if the author is being respectful to both parties, and even when there screaming abuse at one, it’s still showing in the text that they care for both.

I’m getting a little windy about this whole thing.
It’s just I feel that I may as well tell you the reason that I am forgoing the following blog story—this part of the story for the time being until it is time that he can be strapped down, along with Jem.
 
I’m not sure where I’m head now, if it’s only going to be a once off story, though I’d still, very much like a three part, so that I can still put it through Nov, but maybe I’ll write a short on for next month, and a 3 part Christmas blog story. One that is something, maybe, altogether different, but a story all the same.

 so, anyway, I wasted my day as I went through with research before I figured this shit out. but maybe now, the story will come, and it will flow in a way that it hadn't before, and I can get it the hell over with.  

Anyway, till next time…

Stuck in Your Head # 68

I’m going to give you the line from the books I’ve read that make my mind crave the rest like chocolate & Coke.


“Sit and rest while the other idiots find out that they are idiots,” he ordered. As easily as that, he saw something settle inside Steffan.
page 66, iBook

The Mark of an Alpha by Kim Dare
(Pack Discipline #1)
First Published 4th January 2010 by Total-e-bound
Paranormal BDSM Romance
 

Book one in the Pack Discipline Series Dominance and submission mean different things to werewolves than to humans. Once Marsdon and Bennett try things the human way nothing can ever be the same for them again. Werewolf tradition is very clear. The alpha pair is the corner stone of the pack. Equality between the alphas is everything. Alphas mate with alphas. Human leather clubs work to different rules. Dominants mate with submissives. Power is exchanged freely and for the ultimate pleasure of all. Sometimes the most alpha men in the club find happiness with the most omega men. And sometimes the omegas are more than they first appear to be. A wolf might be able to hide his identity and play anonymously in those clubs for a little while, but he can't ignore reality forever. Marsdon and Bennett have lives to get back to, they have packs to return to...they have wolfen traditions to follow. They have just one more night together before they have to lose each other forever. All they can do now, is make the most of it. Reader Advisory: This book contains both human and werewolf styles of dominance and submission. This book also contains blood play and non-sexual violence
 
Series includes

The Strength of a Gamma, The Duty of a Beta, The Love of a Mate