“Morning,” Eamon said as the other one came up onto
the deck. The heavy sound of the man’s boots told him the second he was about
to make it to the top.
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What I’ve done
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Taking Control of my Werewolf (Moonlit Wolves #4)
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Want: continue—already
done 4,877w
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wrote: 9,074
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(Fortnight Quota =
10,150 words)
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Didn’t come close! All
up: 9,534
The Excuses
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I think I figured out why I had a crap last week (though I didn’t, I
just didn’t top my numbers that I should of). It’s ‘cause I finished a book,
though it was only a blog story, it was one that was heavy on my mind, and like
always when I finish one, my brain turns off for a little while. Its shit, and
I hate it, but I can’t seem to get that part of me to wake up and realise I
still have a shit load to do. It needs a reward and I didn’t give it one, so it
told me to fuck myself and took some time off.
Plugging (a little)
I little reminder, or just a ‘did you know’ that Mercy Celeste on Beg
for Mercy is doing a weekly Romance 101.
It runs on… I want to say
Monday ‘cause that’s when I read it. But no, she’s American (just looked it up
for ya), it be posted Sunday!!!
Anyway, the first week was: The Rules-GMC
2nd week: The Rules-POV
Last week: Beginnings
Research
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Start looking up these:
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Extraversion and introversion
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Big Five Personality Traits
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Personality psychology
Thoughts for Thoughts
This one has a lot of
whining and a little blurb from a book to come….
Let’s Celebrate Valentine’s
Really people, this week it’s all about
love, right? So let’s do that. Let’s talk, see and feel and understand love.
Which is kinda easy since I right
romance. But I’m not good at it.
So why do we love who we love?
I haven’t figured that one out either. Though
I should because I am in love, I’ve been that way since I was 19, but fuck
knows what it means, what it’s like. really, you only really understand the
meaning of it, or so it seems to me, is when it’s all taken away from you.
1,558w TComW (MW #4)
Gotta love a need for
shitter paper! Really, it’s the only way, or more so, just how it happened, to
get them to know each other’s name, and start that instant love connection
shit.
[Chap 4: 1,355w]
It’s like being in a
dream….
…one that isn’t quite controlled
by you, but can be, if you can’t let yourself relax enough into the person your
meant to be. I’ve had years of practice, mostly because I’m a bit of a head
case, and have always had this people yapping in my ears.
The sad part is waking up.
You blink, your time has ended, there isn’t anything else you can write, and
you look around in disappointment that you’re here. Sitting at your desk,
living a life led through your own work.
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I don’t think I like the
chapter I wrote. It fits and yet it doesn’t. More so, it’s not really that
important, just a conversation between the guys that live in the house. So….,
yeah I might leave it, but I also might put a chapter in front of it, or change
it up completely.
Talking: Taking Control of my Werewolf
You know what really sucks?
I think I got my characters mixed up.
No, wait, that’s not true,
they are what they are, the characters are who they are, some are way more
defined then others, but they are who they are, set, been in the fridge there
recommended time and are now waiting to be eaten.
But as I think about what
I’m meant to do with book 4 (as it seems a re-write of the entire thing is
coming close) I feel that the characters—and my writing—is suited.
I can’t seem to get them on
paper how they are in my head. I can’t seem to think of anything of this story
line that’s important or interesting—really, I’ve just wrote a whole chapter
that is basically useless, because I have put a reason for it being there, not
really, it’s all back story and nothing else. It needs something else. But I
can’t seem to come up with that something.
Sometimes I feel it would be
easier if I gave Eamon to Adam, ‘cause he’s more…emotionally stable, and yet
able to pull off something quick and sweet to make someone like Eamon become
his man. Whereas Chris…isn’t. And because Eamon is at the loss of his long-time
lover to…cancer? It just seems that they, they…
Wait…I think….
Hey guys thanks. I needed
that. I haven’t figured it all out yet but I think I know what to do with those
two to get it to where it kinda needs to be to have that emotional outburst,
maybe…..
(This means that the last
chapter is out, I’m not sure if it will ever come back in, though it will come
back with more. But right now, there has to be a whole lot more between the
last scene and that one).
111w fixing up the Chapter 4
Chapter 5; 1,768 w
Have I told you how sorry I
am for these books, especially for anyone that’s truly in the scene. I don’t mean
to come across flippant, or even uncaring. But I could, I’m not sure. I also
hope I’ve done a reasonably good job conveying both characters, but I
understand if I haven’t.
So sorry, please forgive and
I hope it’s not bad enough for you to stop reading me.
1,128w to start chap 6
=3,007 words in total today!!!
Hallmark didn’t create
Valentine’s Day, they just dirtied it up.
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I think I went into too much
detail into this, especially since I don’t really know a whole lot of them.
Shit. I really hope this works.
Thank fuck it’s only the
first draft, right?
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Man I think I’ve been watching too much porn and not nearly reading enough
erotica. What am I turning into? A guy?!
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Back tracking is the worse. Especially when you get to a point in the
story that you realise would work so much better if you have a certain part
that would work so much better with/without it. (never mind, my point is still
right, but what I wrote can be interpreted the way I need it to end)
[Chap 6; 2,248w] —and I’ve not even finished the sex scene
yet.
1,310 words total today, not great for the whole
catching up. But on record for a day to day.
Which ends our lovely
weekend of love! Hope yours went well,
Hope you had fun and
celebrated in a way that made you feel…
Something; love, lust,
independence
Second Week
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(Just the headline of this news story is
hilarious)
Hmmm…. It seems I’m
missing my mojo (maybe not for a light hearted male to read)
And how fucked up is that?!
I’m a chick, really, and I have sex running through my mind like nothing—
Shit, I just remembered the
last time I had such a lake of sex drive. It was the last time I was pregnant,
and it’s possible, I have had sex, I have a ‘t’ thing in my uterus and it’s not
got the highest (or more so, you only ever hear the bad ones, so what do I
know, I’ve had it in a month or two off 5 years and I haven’t had my period for
the last 41/5! which is fucking awesome.) ….so it’s
actually getting close to possible.
Oh…while writing this, maybe
I’m having my period now, my face has turned into a pimpled mess (yeah, it’s
over exaggeration, but fuck it, to me…) but that’s also something, isn’t it? I
many not bleed (think fuck) but the hormones still pump threw me, eggs still
drop. And I still get (especially recently) the massive period pain that comes
from my period (serious ladies, I cripple up. My left leg goes numb and aches.
I like that point better,
and since I haven’t started spewing cause of a smell, I’ll keep it, ‘cause I
really don’t want another kid, even though I don’t mind being pregnant. Just
the babies that come from it aren’t close to being my specialty (though I love
my kids).
See, and here, needing to
spill, done that twice in 7 days, that’s very much a period thing for me. Along
with not caring about others. It’s like the only time I’d rather not be seen.
Very much period things.
And really, it’s only in the
middle two months you don’t want to fuck like rabbits. Yeah, the first three,
you’re normally spewing, but the sex drive is as good as it always is. The last
three—specially that last month when no man wants near you, you want nothing
more than to fuck, and I mean anywhere, it’s one of the best time for
adventures sex, ‘cause your horny as hell, really. And good sex too, not that
soft vanilla the man wants to have when you’re riding them—that can hurt a
little, but you want on bottom as they fuck the hell outta you. They won’t,
‘cause really. There kids in there with you!
Okay, and on that note of
TMI, I’ll go, wishing you a good night.
Wow, I have a set of characters that are all worked
out in my head, a shit load more than I thought I had them. Huh. Cool.
BOYBAND series, which I was thinking about
writing…..
Book one:
Mellow Out
This is actually going to be
a threesome book, should that happen for the first book? Probably get it out of
the way, since every other ones from that point on is m/m. let’s not get
peoples hopes up and then throw in a woman.
I’ve decided to make it ‘New
Adult’ but there will be a high level of sex—there will be sex, just all these
boys are just over 19, which is the age group, though I know it will eventually
be classified as adult (manly cause of the gay sex)
So first up is Lance, the
mouth of the group. He’s 5’11” cocky to a near arrogant proportion, with dark
short spiked Mohawk. He’s solid built with a soft roughness that gives him a
badboy edge.
The woman Courtney….hey,
let’s do this instead. I actually have the blurb for the story, here:
It only takes on moment for your life to turn 360, and for Lance Duncan
that moment they sang for a Christmas concert that ended up going viral on
YouTube and won there fan base that made them stars. They had gone worldwide, and with that the
fans came outta the woodwork. Crazy and all.
It f**kin’ rocked (stars intended!)
Courtney ‘Sunny’ Michaels is head over heels in love with Analloyd,
more so Sydney, the rocking smoky voiced 6 foot brown eyes dream boat, but no
matter how many times she got close the man she’d never been able to get his
attention. Not until Rolland came along. Not only was he as madly in love with
them as she was, but he had access to areas she’d never dream of stepping.
Rolland Marks was one of the many faceless rodies that worked for
Analloyd. The group of boys were fun, talented and one of the easiest jobs’
Roll had ever had the pleasure of working. If only he could get his mind off
Lance, the cocky header of the group who also happened to be too straight for
his own good.
Oh, and I called them
Analloyd, it just sorta slipped out. But if ya have a better name, I’m all
ears, really, help me!!!
So what’cha ya think? Would
you be interested in reading it? Should it be my next project? Or do you need
some more info??
460 words in Mellow Out (Analloyd #1)—blurb and start of chap 1
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Again I’ve seemed to hit a
point that I’m not liking so much. It’s more because I don’t think I gave
enough to the first time –really, it should have been a little more aggressive
ending that results in Eamon passing out and then Chris falls asleep—just not
quite passing out!
That’s the way it should be.
This stuff, this emotional stuff I reckon should come when the relationship
comes up. It just doesn’t seem….Chris, if you get me. okay, the end to it all
isn’t actually as bad as I thought, but the conversation something I have to
get rid of.
Trashed 409 words
I’m not happy with myself.
Or really this fucking book.
And yeah I know it’s the same shit I vomit up, but there’s something different
(just ignore all previous or to come lines of these, they are all different)
because I don’t feel like I have the characters at all. I feel that I’ve fucked
up majorly and that I’m not giving you the actually story.
More so, I feel that I can’t
write a paranormal series to save my life.
Though the next book (okay
2) is going to have more of a mystery edge to it, they are going to be able
werewolves, and the whole point of Eamon, of who he is of what he will become
will come out in the next couple of books, ‘cause it’s you learning when they
learn and I think I have a good sport for a community but it hasn’t been put together
yet so I can’t really talk about it.
But this book? This fucking
book! That none of the characters seem to be where I want them to be. Seem to
have what I want them to have. And I don’t know how to change that. Or do I
just let myself go and with the knowledge that I’ll most likely been re-writing
this whole fucking book?
I think I’m defiantly going
to have to write something different when I finish this book. Something
completely different.
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Man I really go suck at commanding.
Really I just think I suck
at this—which is really back, ‘cause I’m at least doing this once more (and I
suspect a few more) threw out the series. Though book 8 defiantly.
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What do you do when you don’t know the name of something but you have
it, right there, on the tip of your fucking tongue?!
1,067 words today!
—leaving yet again in the
middle of a sex scene, there second one in the middle of this book. Huh, I’m
also nearly halfway through.
I watch NCIS so does that
mean I can write about the Navy??
Criminal Minds, so I can
hunt down a serial killer, right?!
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I figured it out!!! yay! yay!, when it came to me, I could have kissed
my own brain I’m that great—though I know I’m not, but still, I got it!!
How to make it a one night
stand. How to get them seeing werewolves. How to interlock and make it seen
that they are each other’s mates. And a month long getting to know you stint.
*sigh* it does mean that I
fucked up a little—though is it really fucking up when you didn’t know what was
coming?—and now I’m going to have to backtrack even more and fixe this little
fuck up. At least this one isn’t all
that big, just a weekend trip for next week turns into a night ‘cause of what’s
coming through the week!
[Chap 6; 1,833]
—nothing but sex, again… but
this means the weekends done. At least it’s all I’m writing of it
Final tally for the day: 500w
I have another story idea.
But at least this one can
defiantly be called a short story. can defiantly be something to just post.
If you don’t know, and I’m
sure you don’t, really I haven’t really mentioned it all that much which means
you probably don’t know, right? But I’ve been watching too much porn—which
isn’t completely true. ‘Cause I don’t really watch the whole 20 mins of the
thing.
Really people, 20 mins when
15 of its giving head. I’m not that oral in myself, so the pointers? The…it
just doesn’t do anything for me. And I don’t have a dick so I can’t imagine the
that happening to me…
Anyway, there’s also the
point that I was…actually I can’t remember what the fuck I was thinking of, but
the idea popped into my head, and I haven’t been able to shake it.
Porn, what a great idea and
more so for the fact that a lot of those boys are actually straight. How good
would a ‘gay for you’ story came out of it. (yeah, it’s been done, I’m not
saying I’m the most original person out there, I’m not wanting to write a great
novel or anything, just entertain)
At first I was thinking it
would be great if it was just a bromance, and that’s how I will write it out.
these two guys, an old time straight (you know, 24), and some rooky gay man (18
or 19)—hell they could both be fucking straight, like that shit really matters,
and I’m not completely in it to figure it out yet.
Hell, if I think about it, I
can write the turning point of it all. That point where the straight guy
realises that he’s actually in love. That this isn’t just a job to him, that
the reason they keep putting them together on set is because there’s actual
chemistry, fuck, love, and it’s seen and it’s made it something more…. You
know, just that something more that makes them more popular together because
it’s there, that intimacy that’s needed to make sex fucking hot.
Anyway, it’s a thought—hell,
I can put that scene I wrote in a ‘AC’ for this one. Easily.
But would you be interested
in reading it??
Thanks for the time
Bronwyn
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