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“So...” Jo said a
little reluctantly, he didn’t want to be the person to do this to her, even
though he was pissed. Yet, he knew, it wasn’t her fault, and if she held some
sorta of humanity to her brain, getting Addy killed wasn’t going to go down
well, and Jo was sick of people hurting because of stupidly and wanting to
believe in something that just wasn’t true, and more so when it was thrown in
their faces time and time again.
Body of Darkness, book 1, pages 31
Words to begin with: I’ll never be able to
write anything funny.
Sure you’ll laugh at the shit I write. At what the
characters say, do. But intentionally, I can’t be funny. I’m not smart enough.
It’s just a fact of life.
These are the things we live with. The things that
aren’t so much a problem with day to day life. There just facts. Sad, but true.
They are the facts that shape us into what we can and can’t do. what we will
and won’t be.
Most of us live in the easy lane with these facts.
We acknowledge them as our weaknesses and if we can do what we will without
facing, or pushing threw them we will.
It’s fact. Why go the long way when the short way
gets us there twice as fast with little hassle or self harm?
It’s the way
I lived my life. I have (had) massive literacy problems growing up (I still
have these same problems but...). I was four years behind my peers and I could
never tell what most people were talkin’ ‘bout when they started talking as if
they were 100.
I left school in year 10 and went into TAFE studying
hospitality. I wanted to be one of those people (sorry I can’t think of what
this is) that organise celebrities shit when they are in town. I wanted to see
the world threw casino.
See, it was easy, fun and I could do it. All the
work, all time. I would have been great if I hadn’t fallen pregnant at 19 and
had my son.
When shit like that happens and your life, your
hopes for the future come crashing (ha, like they crashed, they just didn’t get
started), your perspectives change and your easy way in making a living just
got cut out from under you.
Now I always wanted a career. Past job ruined my
body from being able to work retail to any good extent and really, though I can
be a bitch enough to get high enough, it was never something I could really see
myself doing full time.
Anyway, I’m getting into the boringness of my life,
and that’s not really what the point of this was.
My point is that everyone does things the easy way
until that is taken away from them and your left with a dream or an ability
that wonders right over your weakness, and you can either stop and slowly,
boringly work your way across the path of your weakness or you can grow some
balls and fuckup as much as you have to, to get to the other side of it, and be
what you want.
It’s what I have to do when writing a book. My
weakness is words, and well, you see how that’s might affect me.
Characters weaknesses are whatever you make them.
The bigger and harder and life altering the better, but they’re there and the
story your telling about them is all about them choosing which way they want to
jump the hurtle of their weakness.
Sun: 1,018 words
Mon: Why are vampires and werewolves enemies?
And
a succubus would always smell of sex. An arousal need for sex, right?
Tue: Is it the best of things
to create, or make up bits and pieces of your world while writing it? This is
the third series that I have that has all the factors worked out so
concussively. But still I have this part of me that can’t have everything
worked out. Can’t have it figured and even if I do, I generally fuck myself
with the facts that I just don’t put them in right.
But is it a good thing or a bad thing?
Yeah, I can go through with the second draft and
write and check and double check, but would it be better if I had all this
first?
Not that you can really help on that one, you
haven’t yet read anything of mine to full see this point, now have you?
274 words today!!!
By the way, pathetic week for me. Mostly because of
the new books. that and school holidays that are annoyingly full of children
wanting to spend time with their mother—really, where they get the nerve?!
{yeah, I’m having fun with my kids on the weeks off,
and so....shit like this is kinda left a little behind.}
Huh...
created a new folder for books. Erotic Fiction. Started the first book in this
collection (they won’t be long books, most likely novella and what not. but
yeah.)
This
first book is called Letting Live and I wrote: 713
Wed: --
Thur:--
{Really
am having a suckage week of writing, aren’t I?}
Fri: I don’t think I’m good
enough. I don’t think there’s enough sexual tension going on between the two
characters while there’s still a level of pulled back and enough for them to
has some sort of objective.
Only my main character, though she’s scared stiff of
anything that could take away her control of reality, or more so her fear of
intimacy, something she’s never really got in a healthy way people do. She’s
resigned to fates will, that’s how she lives, because he life sucks and it’s
the only thing that’s kept her from running headlong into the front of a moving
train.
I don’t think I’m doing the need that sparks inside
her, that’s a little more than love from first sight but a hell of a lot of wet
thigh tingly goodness for a man that scares away her memories and wants her to
create ones that are all roses and chocolate. But she’s not really the type of
female that, well, likes the sweeter side of anything.
Anyway, insecurities’ aside (all mine) I felt like
telling you this because it’s a step that fucks me up royally.
I’m constantly having to tell myself that I need to
just write it out and when it comes time for 2nd draft I’ll be able
to add the tension with lines and points that weren’t there before. that I can
make all that better the next time round when I can soily see the book in that
love drenched lust filled gaze that I will hold while reading it.
Anyway, onto the next sec scene!!!!!
Okay, here’s the thing, I’m actually going to let
you tell me if I’m doing okay. I’m not going to give you the whole scene,
because, well, it’s not done yet, only his side, but I’m going to give you a
taste of the build-up.
Can you tell me if it’s too much? If it’s alright,
if it’s good???
The room was
dark, in a way that was all about darkness and only a lamp on the nightstand
lighting the room. the brown red walls and velvety brown bedspread was only
noticed for a second before Jo noticed that Addy lay across the middle of the
bed, her legs crossed at the ankles, her hands laced behind her bed, her eyes
softly closed and her lips singing along to whatever she was listening
to. Jo didn’t care. Didn’t care about
anything but that she looked hot as hell. All white skin and black closes
framed by dark brown that seemed to become a little hazy as his cock spoke
for the rest of his body.
Take her!!!
Without
a thought in the world, Jo shut the door with the heel of his foot, hearing
the lock click into place. If his cock hadn’t been in charge of his mind he
probably would have wondered on that, but he didn’t. Nothing mattered but
naked flesh on naked flesh and wet heat surrounding his harder than life
cock, and juices tickling down his going on blue balls.
Not
so sure how it happened Jo ended up coming too crouched over Addy, his knees
on either side of her thighs, his arms bracing just under her pits. He was
already out of his shoes and pants, nothing left but his briefs and shirt.
Thanks fuck for that, too. Jo wasn’t sure how Ad would deal with him totally
naked on top of her.
Still
she hadn’t opened her eyes, seeming as if she didn’t want to, but Jo could
feel a heat and tension along her body that belittled that slightly moving
mouth and relaxed face.
She
was waiting for him to make the first move. She was waiting to see how this
was going to play out before she let him know if she would accept it or not.
A
bitchy thing to do to a man, but Jo understood that in a way that he knew
that was the reason for her not grabbing onto him and pulling him close. She
was scared of this side of men, but he knew, if he were to put his fingers
into her panties he would be able to touch wetness without being close to her
entrance. There was no way she wasn’t as hot and wet for him as he was hard
for her. He wouldn’t let himself think other. Not happening.
His
eyes traced the lines on her face, so smoothly curved, the dark crescent of
her lashed as they lay on her checks, and then that softer than sin mouth. A
word curved them slightly letting him see a slight darkness of its depths.
His cock twitched, nearly spasm, and his elbows threatened to collapse.
She
was beauty wrapped in wickedness and Jo wanted to taste every inch of her.
He
needed to slow it down though, needed to get her trust and her heat up to a
point of braking before he was ever going to see entrance to that sweet place
of hers. He was going to end up with balls black-blue but he’d deal, he’d
live—just.
With
a silent sigh, Jo leant down and ran his nose across her jaw line, taking in
the jump of her body and hiss of her breath as a plea to continue. He liked
that he surprised her, even though he was clearly going to touch her.
Taking
in her sent he moved along that line until he came to the wire of her
headphones. Tugging it with his teeth he let it land where it would as he
slowly slid his nose back down her jaw, chin and up the other side where he
did the same with the other cord.
Her
breath sawed with the slide, she was nearly whimpering for him to go faster,
but he didn’t. Taking so long that he was able to lose and then gain control
of his need to pound her hard and come with a banding speed.
“Jo...”
she breathed on a groan when he reached the first side again and tugged at
her earlobe, letting both a flicker of tongue and bite of teeth drive her
insane.
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So...???
Plz, people I need to know if it’s worth continuing
or not?!
Words: 1,245
Weekly Cap: 3,698 words written this week, yeahish, I guess.
But school holiday will be done come Tuesday and I’m
sure I’ll come up with a shit load more excuses as to why I’m not writing.
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The pause seemed eternal and dampening down on
his lust.
When she pulled his mouth down for a kiss it was
sweet. A tenderness he wouldn’t have thought her capable of. It was shattering and
he lost his heart into this moment, into this kiss, into this woman.
Body of Darkness, b1, page 34
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